Silly, Silly Bloody Heart

It wasn't long ago
that I decided
to murder the sole culprit
responsible for all my pain.

For vengeance sake
I chose the brutal way
I stabbed it
and ensured
that it bleeds to death.
I left it
blood strained
pale
and lifeless.

I was relieved
this time
its final.
I had left nothing.
It was a meticulous
brutal
murder.

I was relieved
with some great pain
I had annihilated
the source
of all my pain.

It was a matter of little time
that feels like no time at all
that to my utter surprise
I see
this bloody heart again....
throbbing
and kicking
excited
and elated
and fucking loving
AGAIN.

Oh, this silly bloody heart
it knows not
the value of peace
it never allows me
to have that
which I have been looking for
and searching
since ages
it never allows me
any peaceful solace
Oh, this silly bloody heart

I am surprised at its resurrection
How has it come alive again?
It neither logical
nor natural...
So I blame it
on the supernatural
that I refer to
as God
May be
God
is not done with me
yet
May be
he seeks
more entertainment
in my sufferings
and survivals
May be
this time
will be
the last time
that I suffer
for this
Silly, Silly Bloody Heart.