Some things

If we part away,
I want you to know
Some things.

If we part away,
I want you to know
That I loved you
From the day i loved you first
And till you left
and kept loving you
for a long time after that.

If we part away,
I want you to know
That for a long long time from now
I would still be hanging to these memories of yours

If we part away,
I want you to know
That I felt alive
when I was with you
and that was the only time I felt it and thus
I wanted to be with you
To live.

If we part away,
I want you to know
That I experienced
the desperation to live
that comes
when you experience life
after being dead for 27 3/4 years.
The frustration
when it lasts
just 1/4 of an odd year.

If we part away,
I want you to know
That my heart was filled with your love.
Even when yours ran dry.
That I loved you, adored you, desired you, even when you discarded me.

If we part away,
I want you to know
Some things.
Apart from some
some of this
some of your own
and some of mine
the rest will be destroyed
by the wrath of time
The some that would be yours
would not exist for me.
The some that is mine
would not exist for you.
It will be this little some
but it will still matter.
I will live with this some.
Live on it.

If we part away,
I want you to know
Some things.